I don’t want to go insane I don’t want to have schizophrenia It’s not enough to love the unreal I am inseparable from the impossible I want gravity to stop for me My soul yearns for a fugitive from the laws of nature I want a cut scene I want a cut from your face to my face I want a cut I want The next related video It should be antidepression As a friend of mine suggested Because it’s not the sadness that hurts you It’s the brain’s reaction against it I am almost completely soulless I am incapable of being human I am incapable of being inhuman I am living uncontrollably I pretended I was drunk when I came out to my friends I never came out to my friends We were all on Skype And I laughed and changed the subject She said, “What’s with this dog motif?” I said, “Do you have something against dogs?”
well, no it couldn’t have I spent a week in Ocean City And came back to find you were gone I spent a week in Illinois And came back to find you were still gone
I wrote beach death when I thought you were taken I wrote beach funeral when I knew you were taken I wrote beach fags, well, it wasn’t about you But it could’ve been. What should I do? Eat breakfast What should I do? Eat lunch What should I do? Eat dinner What should I do? Go to bed Where can I go? Go to the store Where can I go? Apply for jobs Where can I go? Go to a friend’s Where can I go? Go to bed Last night I drove to Harper’s Ferry and I thought about you There were signs on the road that warned me of stop signs The speed limit kept decreasing by ten As we entered a town about halfway there It was almost raining at the train station We put our hoods on our heads at the train station We threw rocks into the river The river underneath the train tracksĪnd when the train came it was so big and powerful When it came into the little station I wanted to put my arms around it But the conductor looked at me funny So we had to say goodbye and leave The monopoly board still in the backseat Took that nightmare left turn to get out of town Ran into the decreasing speed limits again